Diabetes symptoms

Hi guys~!

It's been awhile since I last posted. I'm not in the mood to post or update it in to facebook but well yeah, I might have this one posted soon.

I've been having troubles sleeping lately and I've had encounters with my skin. I noticed some changes that's happening in my body (including having itchy dry skin, when I scratch it it turns in to rashes and some of it bleeds, frequent urination and blurred vision as well as insomnia.)

I looked up google to see what's up since I remembered some of it related to my mom's sickness (which led to her death) which is diabetes. She always reminded me to take good care of myself especially my sugar intakes.

I don't normally eat sweets nowadays. I've been eating less rice just to minimize my glucose in take and I do drink lots of water (which I really hate). So now why do I see these?

I can't really talk it over with somebody who won't grossed out with the things I'd tell them. I missed my mom and she'll tell me things that I should do... She'll help me out but now I don't know.

It's been on my second day (nite) I haven't been sleeping on time. I want to go back home and have myself checked for any possibilities that these theories I have will prove that I'm either diabetic or not.

How about you? Do you know what other symptoms I should watch out for? If you know something, please tell me in the comments.

Thank you in advance!


Love,

~M~

First Illamasqua Eyeshadow: Daemon

Hi guys~!

So it has been quite a rough week for me. I bought some stuff from Illamasqua. I'm still not sure what to feel with regards to their lipsticks since I'm a bit disappointed with Kontrol on my first try. But then there's no reason to judge something you're just getting used to, right?

I was looking for a couple of eyeshadows and I've been meaning to buy it for quite sometime now, having it as one of the last make-up purchase for this month (bought M.A.C. face and body foundation in N3). I've seen swatches of this really pretty color, I'm a fan of blues and shades with a bit of blue in it will always be my favorite color but for this... I'll give it a go.

When I was in High School I was a fan of Evanescence and I loooove their Going Under music video. It would be so cool to have that kind of make-up, red and black eyeshadows really popped out the eye color of Amy Lee. Looking back, maybe I should give it a try to to do that look.


So you guessed what color? yes! It's a red!

Illamasqua Powder Eyeshadow in Daemon

Nails: 

Illamasqua Nail Varnish in Nomad

Illamasqua Nail Varnish in Scorn (black matte)

It's like love at first sight. This eyeshadow costs s$33 and weighs 2 grams. To think about it, this is the very first eyeshadow I bought alone. I usually bought palettes for they're much cheaper than buying the shades separately. buuut since is not included in any palette, I guess I just had to give it a go. What I love about this one is the name, Daemon. It reminded me of that character I used to play in Sacred: Underworld, which also has the same name.

I can't wait to try this soon! I think it's a very awesome color although not something you would be seeing every now and then. Like what that M.A.C. lady told me, Red eyeshadows are not regularly bought by customer (well, not here in Singapore anyways >.>).

I've becoming bolder with my colors as I could feel I'm turning all goth. Next on my list is Sadist, which is described as that royal blue shade, and Victim, which is described as ocean blue shade.

I do think though M.A.C. has some reds on them, maybe I'll go back and check it out again.


That's all for now~!


Thanks for your time. :)


Love,

~M~

Getting Fit: Everyday Diet Entry 1

Grüße Leute von Gaia!

I have been meaning to do this for quite awhile now and my fats are showing off quite nicely (they're proud of themselves but I'm not!) so I know I had to do something... trim them off!

Just kidding! I just decided to go on a strict diet. (chos!) But I am starting out on a diet. I said goodbye to one of the things that completes my meal. RICE. 

so I checked my weight (and I know it's quite late to check it and I'm pretty much embarrassed by my weight) which is 170 lbs. I need to shed for around 40 lbs and hopefully I could do it by the end of the year. 

I've been eating veggies and fish when I'm work, chicken with salad and some fruits. I'm trying to cut myself off from these sweets although I though crave sweets. 

I bought some munchies today which I promise myself to avoid soon. As a treat, this is the only day I will ever eat junk foods (and when I get back home). So, I'll just have to take a bit of strawberries and fruits and the likes when I'm hungry. 

In addition to these whole losing weight thing, I'll undergo waist training. I'll have my very own corset soon after I finished all the expenses I need for this month.

So yeah.

Good luck to me~!

Love,

~M~